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Post by ::Phantom:: on Jan 19, 2008 7:48:57 GMT -5
Tear trickled down Nasadia's maw as she stared blankly into the meadow. Her eyes were dull the brightness that was once there faded a long time ago. Her fur was a bit dirty and mattered with her tears. She couldn't believe it. First Zamia and now Naomi. Who was going to be next? Zoltin and Rafter? She couldn't stand losing one of her children let alone two of them. She snapped her eyes closed and fell to the ground, and began to cry softly.
Nasadia was strong. She wasn't going to break, but she was overcome with sorrow at the moment. She wanted her daughters to come back, but she would make sure she was there emotionally and psychically there for her sons. She sighed. She wondered if she was a bad mother. She never thought herself to be one, but now that is all she seemed to think about.
I'll get you Trottel, one day or another. She thought in her mind and gritted her teeth together. She never felt hatred toward another wolf this much before...She didn't even hate Diablo as much as she hated Trottel. She would kill him....even if it killed her in the process.
She re-opened her eyes and looked around. She was all alone.
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Post by Emilyyyyyyyyy on Jan 19, 2008 11:22:52 GMT -5
Darion was kind of freaked out. And for good reason. He had just been in contact with an overly-excited female and a male who had been checking him out.... that was just wrong on so many levels. Though at the same time, he didn't think his life was so horrible here anyways. It was pretty good for now... before it was horrible, though right now it seemed okay. There wasn't any horrible drama, or a big group of wolves trying to kill him. So that passed as okay in his book.
Darion slowly padded his way through the valley, lost in his own thought and drowning in his memories. His history wasn't nearly as bad as most, and a lot of people would call him selfish for thinking what he thought of his life. So what? He didn't like his life. That wasn't anyone else's business. And he wasn't about to tell anyone of it, anyway.
Slowly, he could hear another crying softly. And as he came closer, he could see it was a female. Darion was kind of soft-hearted at times... and felt bad for this female. She looked so sad... so much more upset than others he had seen. What had made her so sad? Without thinking, he slowly made his way over to her. "A... are you okay?" He asked akwardly... it was hard to ask that to someone you didn't know. Darion was rather strange.
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Post by ::Phantom:: on Jan 20, 2008 10:07:31 GMT -5
Nasadia slowly turned her head in the direction of the male's voice. She frowned, but remained silent. She wasn't quite sure who he was, but she really didn't care at the moment...nor did she care how she looked, her children were gone, that was the most important thing. She shook her head, trying to hold back her tears, but it was no use as some newly fresh tears fell from her eyes.
"No, nothing is alright." Her voice was no higher then a whisper. "Two of my children are gone." She added deciding to at least to tell this stranger why she was crying so she didn't seem foolish.
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Post by Emilyyyyyyyyy on Jan 20, 2008 13:48:31 GMT -5
"I-I'm so sorry." Darion said quietly, now feeling bad for brining it up. "I didn't know." He said, turning away and looking somewhere else so it wouldn't be as strange for him... and maybe her, he didn't know. "If there's anything I could do to help..." He cut the sentence off. She would know what he meant. "The name's Darion, by the way." He added politely.
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Post by ::Phantom:: on Jan 20, 2008 14:06:35 GMT -5
"I'm Nasadia." She said in a soft voice. "Thank you for your kindness, but there really isn't anything to be done. Zamia, my youngest, was kidnapped by her father...who I hate very much indeed and Naomi the second oldest ran away...but I'm not sure why, I have a feeling it was by her father as well." She said with a sigh as she pushed herself up from the ground. "And well...three is nothing I can do. I can't fight Trottel, because last time it didn't end up too good..." She paused. "I'm sorry...this is not your problem, I'm sorry to bug you."
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Post by Emilyyyyyyyyy on Jan 20, 2008 15:09:42 GMT -5
"Bug me?" Darion asked, suprised by her words. "I'm the one who came over here and spoke to you." He answered with a warm smile. "And I'm sorry. But wait. Shouldn't you love the father of your pups?" Darion asked, confused. Males were supposed to be curtious to their mates, and help them. Not make themselves hated. Unless... "Oh, I see." He stated, obviousally getting what she meant.
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Post by ::Phantom:: on Jan 20, 2008 15:48:45 GMT -5
Nasadia narrowed her eyes at his words. "I will, nor anyone else, will love someone who raped them then took their child away." She said through gritted teeth. She wasn't angry with him, she was angry at Trottel. How dare he do such a thing to her. She sighed and pinned her ears back upon her head. "I'm afraid I'll never see them again." She whispered.
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Post by Emilyyyyyyyyy on Jan 21, 2008 11:37:17 GMT -5
"Again, I'm very sorry. Maybe I could help track him down...?" He offered, he was an excellent tracker... of course. That's one thing he had been doing his entire life. Was trying to track down his pack.
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Post by ::Phantom:: on Jan 22, 2008 18:52:34 GMT -5
Nasadia shook her head. "No, I couldn't ask a thing from you." She said with a sigh. "Even so I don't know where he is. He could be long gone for all I know or he could be here. He's not stupid. Sadly." She remembered she looked everywhere for her, but she could never find her. Nasadia was being to doubt she would never see her sister's again.
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Post by Emilyyyyyyyyy on Jan 22, 2008 19:02:59 GMT -5
"Ah, that's never a good combination. Smart and bad." Darion stated, shaking his head with a light sigh. He remembered some people like that... and the hopes of finding anyone taken by one of them weren't good. But he wasn't about to say that and ruin the hopes of this Nasadia.
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Post by ::Phantom:: on Jan 23, 2008 8:07:52 GMT -5
"Yeah I know." She said with a soft sigh. What was she to do? She felt bad that she was just sitting here moping when she could actually try to find Zamia. But she had searched. For days she searched everywhere and she couldn't find them. She called out her name several times, but she never came. Nasadia remembered when Trottel first came Zamia was the only one who didn't hate him...she actually seemed to like him, but Nasadia wasn't sure why, an Naomi...she was pretty sure she ran away, but she was tough and strong she would be okay...it was Zamia she was really worried about.
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Post by Emilyyyyyyyyy on Jan 24, 2008 16:36:03 GMT -5
Darion really didn't know what to say to Nasadia. He felt horrible about what had happened to her... though he didn't know what he could do. She didn't even seem to want him there at all... he was mostlikely just being a burdan as always. "I can go if you want." Darion stated simply, his blue and red gaze returning to Nasadia's.
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Post by ::Phantom:: on Jan 24, 2008 19:56:59 GMT -5
"No." Nasadia said quickly. Her voice was low. "Please don't go." She begged. She could feel the tears linger in her eyes. She didn't feel as if she could handle being alone. She didn't care if he didn't speak to her and she didn't care if she didn't know him she just wanted someone near.
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Post by Emilyyyyyyyyy on Jan 24, 2008 20:44:10 GMT -5
Darion smiled kindly. "Alright, I'll stay." He said, sitting down near her but not too close as to discomfort her. "So is there anything you'd like to talk about? Or say or anything?" Darion asked, sometimes talking could help get things off your chest or sometimes get things off your mind. He had known this because it often helped himself.
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Post by ::Phantom:: on Jan 27, 2008 8:02:51 GMT -5
"I'm not sure." Nasadia said. She no longer wanted to talk about the pups she been missing for over a month now. She shifted her weight as she looked up to him. "Well..." She started trying to think of what to say. "I guess I could tell you a little about me. I'm a vegetarian, only because of my strong connection with the earth. My brother is the Alpha. The two children I have left are Rafter and Zoltin. I don't care for my mother and father and I know they don't care about me. I umm like to have fun." She said with a small smile. "But then who doesn't like to have fun once in a while?"
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Post by Emilyyyyyyyyy on Jan 28, 2008 8:16:46 GMT -5
Darion let out a deep chuckle. "I know... some are so boring you'd think they never had any fun." He agreed, looking back at her. "I guess it's my turn, then." He said, thinking about what to tell her. "I'm new in your pack, an ex-alpha, my children are God knows where, my ex-mate ran away with them. Uhmm... and I guess I'm overall a pretty nice guy." He said with a nod.
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Post by ::Phantom:: on Jan 28, 2008 18:33:57 GMT -5
Nasadia nodded her head as she listened to him. So he knew what it was like. He lost his children and she lost all of her except for two. "Thank you." She said to him, her eyes remaining in front of her and for a long time it seemed as if she wasn't going to say why she said thank you. Finally she turned to look at him and gave him a small smile. "For stopping and talking to me. Not many wolf have."
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Post by Emilyyyyyyyyy on Jan 28, 2008 19:05:49 GMT -5
"I can't see a reason in the world why anyone wouldn't want to." Darion said honestly, Nasadia was one of the most understanding wolves he had met. They had both had similar troubles... and not so hot lives. "You really seem nice to me." He admitted with a light smile.
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Post by ::Phantom:: on Jan 28, 2008 19:17:20 GMT -5
"Thank you." Nasadia said with a smile. "I'm usually more active then this..." She said with a shrug of her shoulders. She didn't have to tell him why, he already knew. "I guess I'm just used to hanging around by myself, except for my friend Blood Back...but we haven't been spending as much time together anymore." She said. She knew the reason why though. He was banned from the pack, even so before that their friendship started to drift off, she wished it wouldn't of she enjoyed his company, but she was beginning to get tired of his games. "It's nice having someone else to talk too." She added.
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Post by Emilyyyyyyyyy on Jan 28, 2008 20:03:32 GMT -5
"Well I'm never that hard to find if you just need a friend or anything." Darion said with a warm smile. "Really, once you befriend me I'm kind of hard to get rid of for good." He said with a wry smile.
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