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Post by ::Phantom:: on Jan 23, 2008 20:35:13 GMT -5
December 15, 2003
Mother and Father are pathetic! Along with the rest of my stupid family. They all annoy me. First off Mother and Father are goody-to-shoes it makes me sick and my sisters are sooo annoying. Thankfully I left though...well all of us left Mother and Father except for Callie and Melody -- they're good-to-shoes as well. I'm never going to come back no matter what!
February 5, 2004
Something strange happened today. I ran into a group of wolves...I didn't know until now they were vampires. I tried to kill one, but it didn't turn out as I wanted and well to make a long story short I'm a vampire now. I'm not complaining. I think it's awesome, but I have a VERY strong craving for blood. Even after I drink blood...I still want it. |
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Post by ::Phantom:: on Jan 23, 2008 20:48:18 GMT -5
May 10, 2004
Crap. I'm an idiot! I just had to go kill him! Darn. I killed a Shaman...but I didn't know! He was the only source of blood around...and the craving was DRIVING me crazy! What was I supposed to do? But before I killed him....he put a curse on me...the worst curse you could think of...now I have to walk around forever sharing 1 body with my sisters. I hate this...a vampire, a werewolf, a demon, a angel, and an empty shell all in one...how perfect.
December 25, 2005
I hate this. I hate this fucking curse! When I get control of the body it's not for very long. A couple days at the most. Rakshasa and Miko are really getting on my nerves as well. We never speak to each other...even if we can and I ignore Melody and Callie. When I do get a chance to come out I kill....and I mean I kill...the cravings are just getting worst since I only get to feed once in a while. This damn curse. I wonder if there is anyway to break it...I hope so...I can't live much longer like this.
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Post by ::Phantom:: on Jan 23, 2008 21:00:35 GMT -5
June 10, 2006
It's been like 2 years since we've lived together...and it hasn't gotten easy...I believe it has gotten worst. Miko and Rakshasa keep going on and on how they're going to get revenge on me...sometimes I wish I could get revenge on myself! I still am angry about that every single day. I just wish I could end this living nightmare.
November 8, 2006
I can't believe she did it. Rakshasa made us join a pack...oh well at least the Alpha is nice. Except I don't like his mate. I've seen her quite a few times and she reminds me SO much of my parents which is NOT a good thing. I doubt we'll stay here too long anyway. |
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Post by ::Phantom:: on Jan 23, 2008 21:07:42 GMT -5
Someday in December 2006
Something strange happened today. I'm not quite sure what. All I know is that the Alphess has been gone for a long time until today. I don't know why Kaige puts up with it. He is SOOO much better then her. Anyway I guess they had a fight or something because she left and then Kaige..died...well not really he came back..and he was so handsome too. Rakshasa and Miko always thought I was gross to like to flirt, but I couldn't help it...and this new Kaige...I couldn't help myself, but to talk to him...of course I had only one thing on my mind. To become Alphess.
Someday in February 2007
It happened. I didn't mean for it to happen. I was just flirting around pretending to like him at first...but then he offered to help me with the curse and we finally figured out how and IT'S BROKEN. I'm FREE. It feels so good. Over 2 years I was locked up and now I am free! And it's all because of Kaige...and things didn't stop there. I started to be with him even more...and before I knew it I fell in love. I didn't think this could happen. I'm a vampire after all! And then Kaige asked me to be his mate and his Alphess. Oh I'm so happy. I can't believe this actually happened.
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Post by ::Phantom:: on Jan 23, 2008 21:17:50 GMT -5
Someday in April 2007
I hate him! I hate her! I hate my sisters! I should have known something would go wrong and it did. Shinrin, Kaige's old mate, came back today! He pushed me aside like nothing and begged her to come back to him. How pathetic.! Worst of all is that I tried to help him get her back. Psh. I left...at least not from the packlands...not yet at least. i didn't cry, but I felt like it. How could he do this to me? I thought he loved me...I guess I was wrong...my sisters came and I went with them. They told me he just used me and didn't love me. I believe them. I hate him so much!...but why do I still love him?
Someday in December 2007
I can't believe it. I ran into Kaige today. I thought I would never see him again. I guess I was wrong. I hadn't realized that I missed him THIS much until I saw him...He threw me off guard. I thought he wouldn't care that he saw me...but instead he asked me to forgive him and said I was the one for him and he loved me. I couldn't believe it. I really do love him. I've always loved him. We've been apart way too long.
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