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Post by Spiffzzz on Jan 10, 2008 18:19:52 GMT -5
April 2003
I never really knew my father. Well he never really was there. I mean....not everybody has a father...right? Well whatever, at least mother always is there for me. I ask her sometimes about him, its always the same with her! She either talks about something else or tells me to drop it. I guess I can't get everything out of her....
June 2003
I always get this weird feeling like I'm being followed or something. When I stray not even a rabbits length from Mother I see in the dark shadows just eyes looking right at me! I don't know but its really creeping me out.... [/center][/color] |
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Post by Spiffzzz on Jan 10, 2008 18:27:59 GMT -5
September 2003
The other day Mom gave me a necklace! I was so happy! I don't usually get things from her. Its hard to explain but I know she loves me but sometimes I don't feel like she loves me. There's just this part of her that she hasn't told me yet.
Oh I almost forgot....when Mother gave me the necklace she also said that if I always believe in her the necklace does something special. And she also said that no matter what that as long as I have the necklace she'll always be with me. She also said other things...it was every dangerous.
Well thats all for now, I'm going to catch a rabbit or a squirrel. Maybe then she'll be proud of me! [/center][/color] |
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Post by Spiffzzz on Jan 10, 2008 18:56:22 GMT -5
November 2003
I can't believe it. I really really can't believe it. For one I didn't catch my squirrel. I was so close! And the other....
Well when I came back from my little hunting the alpha was in my face. Something about killing? In the corner of my eye I saw this body on the ground unmoving. It was not easy to look at. It was too much for me. I cried for my mom. When she came she was the only one that believed me. They were talking about my necklace and how it would kill them someday. It wouldn't! The next thing I know I'm being held by the neck by someone and a red wolf is attacking my mom! She fought back, but more and more of them were attacking. I tried my best to get free, they wouldn't let me go. When it all stopped, it felt like a lifetime for me, I saw my mother lifeless and that red wolf over her. I cried. And then they were after me. I missed her so much already. Like my heart was ripped out of my chest. My whole world was now 50 different types of fucked up. As soon as they got a foot step I somehow slipped out of the grip as if I were a ghost and I just ran the heck out of there.
When I finally stopped I couldn't stop crying. Why. Why?!?! She didn't need to go like that! If it weren't for me she'd still be alive. [/size][/color] |
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Post by Spiffzzz on Jan 10, 2008 19:10:43 GMT -5
January 2005
A while has past. I'm about 2 years now. Ever since that day, darkness has been my only friend. I've even adapted to my new name they gave me. Death. Its not all bad, it gets me away from others. I haven't adapted anywhere. I'd be one place one day and a different the other. It doesn't matter to me anymore if people like me or hate me. If they are scared of me or just being nice. No. The last time I cried was that day. I'm not doing that anymore.
I've even adapted to the darkness. Its my friend, light is the enemy. Heck, I don't even care if a dumb wolf comes up to me and looks at me like they always do. Either they are afraid of me or they are afraid of me. I just scare them off, it's better they don't know me. [/size][/color] |
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Post by Spiffzzz on Jan 10, 2008 20:04:59 GMT -5
October 2007
I came upon these lands, this place is really different from other places. I wasn't sure what to expect. But I met two wolves. Takhi, the annoying wolf that should really shut her face a little more. And Phantom. I'm not sure what to say about him.... He isn't like others, like he's hiding something. He seems really...sweet. But good things never last for long, before I knew it I was open to come and go within the lands. I don't think I'm going to stay a while...
October 2007
Man, I'm really so stupid! I met these two other wolves. Athena and Aron. I should have just ditched them when I had the chance. But no, I had to stay with them. And because of my big fat mouth, they know about my necklace and what it can do. I'm so STUPID! [/color][/center] |
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Post by Spiffzzz on Jan 10, 2008 20:18:16 GMT -5
November 2007
I've been seeing Phantom alot lately. Don't get me wrong, its not a bad thing but it certainly is a new thing for me. He likes the darkness just like me. I feel like I can really open up to him, and he listens! I can't get him out of my mind. I love the darkness more than ever since we've met. I can't get this feeling that I haven't experienced before. It weird. I'm used to feel nothing....now I feel tingly and warm around him... |
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