Post by ::Phantom:: on Feb 4, 2008 13:05:22 GMT -5
Shiver cold I stand alone.
Feel the cold dissolve.
Black clouds rolling overhead.
Part of me is gone.
Like water now within my hands,
You're nothing I can hold.
As every second slips away,
I've nothing left to show.
I'm undone.
Without you now I'm in a million pieces.
Undone.
I'm not myself if you say I am not yours.
Porcelain white, the storm sets in.
Unraveling my life.
Cut my hands on broken glass.
Holding on too tight.
I'm barely held with tape and string.
And I'm still alive.
This heavy heart is caving under this goodbye.
I'm undone.
Without you now I'm in a million pieces.
Undone.
I'm not myself if you say I am not yours.
Undone.
Without you now just echoes in the silence.
Undone.
I'm nowhere now if you say I'm not yours.
Why can't I just let go?
Would you leave my head alone?
Please now now I can't take anymore.
Going around around.
I'm going nowhere fast.
Here I am.
I'm undone.
Without you now I'm in a million pieces.
Undone.
I'm not myself if you say I am not yours.
Undone.
Without you now just echoes in the silence.
Undone.
I'm nowhere now if you say I'm not yours.
You promised me forever. You told me you loved me. I’ve loved you so much…look what I have done for you! Look what happened to me! Do you feel sorry for causing me so much pain? Or once I left did the memory you had of me leave with me? What did I do wrong to deserve so much pain? Only if you still loved me…then I wouldn’t be in a million pieces.
A golden figure made her way through the forest. The darkness had engulfed the forest, making it difficult to see, however the figure’s vibrant gold coat seemed to shimmer in the darkness. From a far off glance her beauty surpassed anyone’s imaginations. The way she held herself gracefully, the way her nine tails follow behind her, the way her coat glow….while all this was true…it changed dramatically when they saw her up close. The horrid mark that makes her right face, the tight collar that tightens around her neck – telling others she belonged to the Devil and she had no soul, and when they looked into her empty eyes….they would flee from her. Her beauty seemed to diminish from their eyes when they see these flaws about her, leaving her all alone…once again.
To her dismay she still loved him. They were together for quite a while and he was her first and only love, how could she forget him so easily? Even if he did break her heart and went with someone else. She would always love him…no matter how much she hated him and wish he would die, that part of her would never die away, no matter how much she wanted it too.
A sigh escaped her maw as he made her way deeper in the dark forest. The land seemed strange. Why was it so dark out? She wasn’t sure, and she really didn’t care, her mind was on other things which distracted her from anything else. Her nine golden tails dragged on the ground as her shoulders went limp, her gaze turning toward the ground. She was pathetic. She knew this. If she wasn’t under the curse of the Devil then she would be free. She would probably have found a new love and started a family…but because she no longer had a soul and worked for the devil…what male would want her? What male would love her? None. That was that. There was only one wolf that ever loved her…and that was a long time ago.
Nothing could help her now. She would walk the earth alone till she died. The Devil wasn’t going to let go of her yet --- and he probably wouldn’t for hundreds of years, she was actually surprised that he had no made her immortal, but of course he did like her to suffer even after everything she has done for him. Oh, how much she loathes him. She pinned her ears back upon her head. This wasn’t the real her. The real her was nice and kind…this wolf was grumpy and cruel to others, but it wasn’t her fault, a lifetime of broken promises and heartache would turn someone like this.
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